Today are Sunday and I still in office. I have nothing to do. So deiced to writing something.bcs my boss here,so I decide writing with English. Workings in this company are not so long. Till now about less four month. The main products for men’s garment. Some important things happen in here, happy or unhappy. During those month, I’m get married with my dear husband in April .And I also spontaneous abortion in July 18th. maybe I am not good mother. the baby only 48 days older! if now the baby still in my body. he or she should be 10week older. if he or she still belong me. I’m will quite the job immediately. but its only” if” the truth I ‘m loose my baby.I’m crying and crying all the day. but its useless! why such unhappy happen with me. I’m hope, real hope, oneday have one my own baby .i’m will love she or he.now doctor tell me can’t have baby within 3month.and can’t have sex life until first menstruate coming, now every day in order to adjust body as good as before. And hope can find the reason why I’m loose baby first. I drinking Chinese traditional medicine everyday. Although its so bitter but if its good for baby, I like to do.hope god bless me and other sister like me.make great efforts trust baby will coming again asap. [em02] |